Mood= Clean!
Listerning to- Matchbook romance/What A Sight
Reading- Hopefully something soon!
Eating- I'm hungry
Drinking- About to get Water

So, first semester od school is over. Finals were not bad at all actually.....Government kicked my butt but I managed to get a C of of the class. I am uber uber uber pissed about Psychology becasue the Faggot(literally) gave me a B, when I clearly got a A out of the class becasue there was no attendence policy in his class. And his leacture were so homosexual it was not even funny...so, I did not go.
English I have no idea what I got in there. Hopefully I got a B. That would make me uber happy. and Astronomy. Who the hell knows on that one. I'm pretty sure that I am not going to have my Hope next year and I am not really sure how I am going to pay for my school. I do not want mama to pay at all but I am totally not going to have the money.
So, in the past 2 weeks. Jesh and Nick and I have decided to live together. Which I do believe is going to be so much fun because we do all get along and basically live together now. Excpet Jesh has a lot of rules. and im not sure ow mama is going to feel about us living together but I don't care, it will be my money and not theirs.
The past week or so nothing major happened. I told mama that I was staying at WEST GA. I think she is okay with it. ut it is what I wanted so, I'm just not sure how I'm going to pay for it.
Sunday, I was going to stay at home the whole day so I could study for my Government test becuaseit was on monday, when I realized that I had left my study guide at my apartment. So after I cooked breakfast I had to head back to school against my wishes.Along the way, against my wishes as well, I went and picked up Nick fron Lawrenceville. He was shaving when i got there and we tok a shower and whatnot and then we left only to get stuck in traffic for the longest time and when we got to school I was uber tired so i layed on my bed and threw my keys on the ground, well Nick came out and so did I because I got mad because I didn't wantto have sex and he did. I wanted to do my study guide for american government. I then decided to go out and sit with Nick and my door shut. I forgot that my door was locked becuase of the weekend and my door shut behind me. It locked of course, and I was starving. So was he, and his idea was also left in my room. So, we tried for 2 hours to get my door unlocked. It was ridiculous really. In the end we went upstairs to get the R.A. on the 3rd floor and he seemed kind of pissed. but nonetheless I got in my room and we got into the Cafe at 7:57. We both had pizza then went to play tennis. We got into on the tennis court because he toldme I took it to far with chicken and waffles. Then told me I everytime we have an arguement I make him out to be a bad guy and he got pissed. Then we left and wound up going to the store and Brittnee wanted to hang out with us so we picked her up to go to Wal-Mart where we got nothing and Nick bought Easy-Mac. I made it for him and we went and chilled at the Apartment. He didn't even eat any of it really and put it in the fridge. Brittnee left us t ogo "get a taco" but she went to smoke and said she would call later. Well we went to bed. the funny thing is, earlier we had sex on the couch while Nadja was in her room. It was awesome. Fullied clothed and all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nick and I got into it quite a bit. Almost broke up with each other.
Um, on Monday, the 5th. We went out to eat and I didnt eat because Nick spent my money to. THen we went back to school and I got really really pissy so jesh and i went for a walk to talk it out and I had Nick meet me at the TLC to talk. We did and I got a lot of things off my chest that i wanted to and he didn't think anything was wrong which kinda surprised me, becuase he really was going to break up with me. i'm not even sure why I was mad at him. NOW I REMEMBER. It was at supper when I told him I wasn't going to pay for him anymore, and he told me I was being bitchy about it, which pissed me off because I felt that the only way i could get to him and him to Pay attention to me was to e bitchy because he did not listen to anything else. So when we got back to school, Nat'Lee had told Jesh brittnee was drunk in the cafe and we had to go there so i could get me some food, when we saw brittnees car with a guy in it so we pulled beside it.He told us brittnee wasn't drunk which we knew she was. It was very evident and he was drunk as well. When we got into the cafe, she came up and hugged me real big when I did not want to hug her, i was very dissappointed in her. I went and got my food and when I got back she was crying for no apprant reason, but she never cries for a real reason i have deducted. She decided to leave an we all followed her to make sure she got to Strozier, then We went to my room where i at and got pissed at nick and that's when Jesh and I left. Well after Nick and I talked, we got locked out of the TLC upstairs so we had to call Jesh to come and let us in becuase Nick was cold. So to warm up we went to the library. I had never been upstairs so we went and when we got there their was buzzar going off but we were not sure why so aout 10 min passed when brittnee called Nick and we went downstairs only to realize that we were the only ones in there and they were waiting for us to leave. It was hilarious. then we met up with Brittnee and Troy at HUmianities. From there we comminced to walk around and through bulidings, because it was uber fun, then i invited Jesh and he came. about 12:30 we all left brittnee to go home and Nick and I had to walk all the way to Arbor View which we were both mad about. Then we went to sleep to only wake up at 8am on tuesday to meet Jesh for breakfast in the Cafe before his test and so Nick and I could get errands done.
I also had my psychology final on monday. It was bullshit because I should not have had to take it. We also met jesh in the cafe before Nick had to check out. Then we went to play tennis and then went to eat when everything went down.
Tuesday went had to take my computer to get fixed, which they did not accpet computers anymore, then off for nick to get avised but his advisor was not in and then off to aycock hall to pay for my apartment. AWESOME! then we just chilled for a bit. I wanted to go to the gym so Nick and Jesh went to Jesh's dorm and i went back mine to change. we wound up going to the game room which was closed. then we wentto see a book of Jesh's at the bookstore whicle nick still slept at the campus. We all met up and Sarah teted me to go to the Z. We got there and chilled for a bit. Then we all went backto her room and she gave us all a Adderall. We took it. Nick and I started playing Uno and things got bad and I wound up leaving and hiding becaue Jesh was talking about me to Sarah when I was in the fucking room. It took them about an hour to find me. And then we went back to my room to go to castle park. It was amazing. Jesh and I were fucked up and we played tagg. Afterwards we went to wal-mart and walk around because Jesh needed Shampoo and we met tons of people there. Brittnee called me as we were leaving to tell me she was shitfaced and at McDonalds. I so wanted McDonalds to, but that was not an option. So we wound up at Johnnys and met this guy named Joe who I later found out that he was my friend on facebook. HILARIOUS. We went to sleep. Or tried too. When he kissed me and then we started having sex and it was enjoyable as always. I was on top until i got bored with it and he knew that so he decided to get on top and it was aweosme. He wanted music but wanted me to stay as wet and I did, but when he got back in i got freaked out. I freaked the hell out. And alsmost started crying. We woke on wednesday at like 10 am and went to the cafe because I had to study for my astronomy exam and texted Jesh and he told me that he was sleeping with me that night and I said that that was cool with me! He told us the story of how his roommate threw up all over his sheets. it was hilarious. so I went ot take my test and they went to get him advised. They still could not advise him and told him to come back next week which was booze. Then to the cafe we went to wait for louis to go out to eat with us. Nick ate at at the cafe because he didnt have any money. Louis was asleep when he decidedto leave so we left him and it was just the three of us as usual. I had a turkey burger which was aweosme and Jesh had Tilapia. We went back to school to get jason becaue he wanted to go to the park. We took an adventure through the woods at the park and wound up at the highway, walking up it. then we walked back down and to go home to get alcohol becuase jason said he would buy it. so they got drunk in the apartment and tried to paly scrabble. I also got my period on tuesday which made me happy becaue No pregant! then off to bed Nick and I went where he wanted to have sex. but i was on my period, but he didn't care he asked me to make love to him and do it now, so i took out my tampon to make love to him. he said it was amazing. I told him that I wanted him to cum in me and that i wanted to feel him, all of him tonight! and he did what i told him too. We got up at 8 so we could get something to eat before he headed out and then I packed. he told me that i could run our relationship with the way I talk in the bedroom! HAHAHAHAHAHA. he took me 2 hours to pack my car which was ridiculous. then back to J-town I went.............




Friday May 9, 2008 10:22 pm

Mood- Tummy grawling
Listening to- Little Miss Sunshine
reading- ????
Eating- cereal
Drinkning- Auga, Diet Dr. Pepper

Well being home is kind of different. I have way more respect for mom and dad and i have a stange obession with cleaning. My room is a mess. But I did not do anything yesterday really. Just ate and whatnot. this morning I got up to find me a job. Whih was very unsuccessful. I finally got the balls to go talk to Amy about getting my job back at Starbucks. I'm not sure how this will all go though. I am very nervous but exicted at the same time!!!!!!! Becuase I am thinkning I might get it back. if I do I will be totally different than i was before most def.
Then I went to the gym where I worked out for a bit then we went out to eat. We went to applebees and I had a salad. Then off to wal-mart we went. Been talking to Nick the whole day. then i am here sitting on my computer watching little miss sunshine. It is great. Mama and daddy are leaving in the morning for Las vegas. And I will be cleaning my room for the duration of the day! Hopefully have a job by Monday. God I hope I need money and quickly!!! Well I think I am aboutdone for now. i hope everything works out.
Oh yea, I am uber pissed because I will not be getting my hope next year. I'm not even sure I am going to have a A this semester. But first semester in college is always like that. And I had all the worst classes in the world. But Next semester will be better. and my psychology techer is still homosexual. but now I'm better that igot that out. I think I am going to be taking summer classes in July. Which sucks but atleast I won't have to wait a whole year to get my hope! I'll only have to wait till Spring semester. Which will have my hope checked the spring too. I just hope I get A's or that semester will be shot too. Wish me Luck!!!!